Under a table in the lab, in one of my cars, the bathtub, the laundry room, Steve once found her in a coat closet. Even though it hurts, I need to do it.. Your chest clenched from anxiety of what he might be thinking right now. You smiled slightly to yourself, thinking that this place might not be so bad at all. I appreciate the comment love! You couldnt see it; you couldnt see past the black smog of your past, you only saw the inevitability of death. Lets move our bodies! You stuck your hands in the air as high as they could go and pointed your hands out like a ostrichs face while you did a low lunge with one of your legs. What do you want? Clint kept walking down the long hallway, nodding at people who said hello to him as he passed. Steve had the idea in his head that this would resolve everything, but you were positive it would only make your hate for Bucky grow stronger. You wouldnt even have to say it directly. A worried line was evident on his forehead. Why? His eyes narrowed, and he crossed his arms across his chest. Sometimes we have to save hundreds of lives for the price of one. Wanda tried to comfort you. Youre not the monster you think you are. Request: JUST SOME BUCKY B FLUFF BEFORE INFINITY WAR. The feelings were not at all reciprocated obviously. Alright, Buck, well find her. Steve knew you had always been troubled, it wasnt the first time you wanted to hurt yourself, it wasnt the first time you tried. Do you need anything? Some might even say you two fell in love the first time you met. Youhelpme. He tilted his head to the side, looking like he was genuinely confused by the concept. Natasha and Wanda binge watch Netflix in their spare time, per usual. The reader is a friend of Sam Wilson who, in turn, befriends Steve Rogers and Bucky Barnes. Bucky growled under his breath, something too low for you to hear and averted his eyes to the ceiling, pressing his hands to his sides and clenching them into fists. Of course, it wasnt like you were completely happy about moving out across, There were three loud raps at your door. Howve you been? Let me blow up this house tonight! You jumped up and down, swinging your arms around and doing all sorts of weird dance moves. Do you want me to help you? Wanda offered and you know what she meant. You were wrong. He wasnt technically lying. Pulling back you take a quick look into the mirror beside the door and shake the flour out of your hair. Luckily, two men that happen to see you on the side of the road are more than eager to help. When you over hear a heated argument between Bucky's then girlfriend the two of you become pretty close afterwards and leads you on a rollercoaster of pain and pleasure Y/N Ivanova has had a rough life. Hey Bucky, Nat turned to look at him, she was sitting crisscross in a chair. You sat for a moment, taking in the cool breeze at that height. She was already falling, and her screams were already echoing. I havent edited it for mistakes yet! You didnt become friends with this man, helped him recover as much of his old self as he could, only for him to treat you like this. So, spill it, Capn.. You raised your arms and loosened his hold, taking his hands in yours and lacing your fingers together. But its sad and complete and I knew it complete when I wore a younger mans clothes! Scott sang his part while standing on the other couch. Bucky set his bags down by the door and followed Tony without a word, he still wore his mission gear but didnt bother taking it off yet. No. Your voice came out soft and it cracked slightly from the lack of talking. His best friend Bucky Barnes can't help but notice she isn't a kid anymore. | 18+ | This blog is used for post notifications and ease of access to my work | @moongoddessmox, Warning: depression, suicide attempt, angst, crying, hurt/comfortWord Count: 2,104. Dont regret not saving the one when you saved all the others. You turned around and another ear piercing scream bursted throughout the stairwell. You wont hurt me, Bucky. When he raised his eyebrows you rested your hands on the desk behind you and stuck your chin up. Out! When you looked up, only Steve was in the room, dumping the burnt food into the bin and you looked around, confused. Potential consequences be damned. Ever since I watched Captain America: Civil War, I've fallen in love with Bucky all over again! Bucky Barnes x Reader. So you swung your legs over the edge of the bed and yawned, stretching your arms above your head like you were trying to touch the ceiling. You had admitted to yourself that it was a low blow yet it triggered him to make an equally nasty comment about your fighting technique which lit your mind afire with anger. What do you mean? Buckys brows furrowed in confusion. Buy him flowers, are you serious? You laughed and looked up at her, when you saw her face was dead serious, you laughed even more. Really? He didn't mind if you did tell him, but if you wer. The screams were eerily similar to those in his own dreams. Im sorry for not updating in a while, Ive been extremely busy! Hercules narrows his eyes at you, "I always get what I want. Yeah-huh. He used the same tone back to you, and you smiled. Gilgamesh told you not to tell Art that you managed to translate whatever was written on the dagger, for it will "soil his reputation." His lips parted to say something when Steve called, Y/N! This triggered you to jerk away from Buckys touch. Whatre you doing? You threw the question back at him. Where do you wanna go? GIF by veronicaphoenix. Back off! you said to the persistent billionaire as he tried to get you to go under the mistletoe with him so he could steal a kiss. oneshots steverogers buckybarnesxreader +7 more # 7 So I made it to where the reader failed a mission and an innocent person was killed so the readers blaming themselves for it. You glanced at Bucky, who was holding the glass of water so tightly that you were surprised it didn't shatter from the pressure. Im not some fragile porcelain doll that would break if you looked at it wrong., Bucky grinned for a second, but that smile soon faded and he bit his lip, shaking his head, avoiding your eyes again. Originally posted by minmiin1d. He can have any girl he wants, except you. You were going to get answers and it was just you and Bucky alone, and you were not going to let this opportunity go to waste. You loved everything about the season of Fall. Your gaze remained fixed over his shoulder, seeming far away to him. I could grab that knife on the table and slit your throat. You were wearing joggers, an oversized t-shirt that said, Babette ate oatmeal, from your favorite tv show Gilmore Girls. And still, even after all this time, you care. TONS OF FEELS. Why are they doing this, why wont they help us? The boy yelled over the crashes and explosions. I could doallof this before Steve or anyone else could stop me.. At the last moment, he looked up and smirked. You cant just go around smart-talking a crazed psychopath who has a knife, Y/n! Bucky waved his arm in the air, he sucked in a sharp breath when you rolled your eyes. Tags: @xxchexchickxx@ You rolled your eyes, happy that he wasnt looking at your face for that. Nat had came up with a plan to push you and Bucky together this Fall, it was a plan shed been waiting since the beginning of Summer to put into action. You tried to talk Steve out of it and he said no. At 9am you were given food to stop talking. I was only gone for like two minutes. You took her phone from her hand and looked at the long list of things she had typed into her notepad. Your date was horrible, youre locked out of your apartment, and the rain soaked through your dress. You were so high up that the traffic of the city below you could be hardly heard. And I'm serious. You felt nervous but tried not to show it, his eyes were watching you as carefully as you were watching him. You were surprised at how distant he was being, so you tried many ways to spend time with him again. Bucky walked out of the briefing room and your jaw dropped for a split second. Before Steve could even speak, you jumped on the heels of your feet and threw your hands wildly in the air. Steve continued to gawk at the now empty table in both horror and surprise until his arms slipped on the icy railing and he toppled to the side. What were you talking about?, Steve glanced at Bucky and smirked. She requested mutual pining during a Stark gala with the rest of . You walked over to the closet where Natasha had placed several dresses for the new few days of the mission. Shes been falling asleep in weird places for the past week. Tony shrugged his shoulders. stab me, I dare you! He was swift when he delicately picked up your hand in his, his human thumb moving in soft motions up and down your hands. You watched Netflix in the theater room until dinner, you watched mostly sad movies which caused worry for your friends. The desire to puke came over you in a wave. You squealed, you bent downwards and stuck your butt out for a split second before jumping back up into a proper standing position and laughed. He knew that Y/N was not his biggest fan since he arrived. Whatre you doing? A voice to which you recognized as Buckys caused your heart rate to accelerate. You two are very close to being assigned on that mission I told you about, Y/N. Your irritation with him today had begun with a comment on how loud you were in the mornings when he was still asleep. How long have you known her? His voice was still laced with jealousy and annoyance. His blue eyes darker than normal, and the plates of his metal arm shifting as he clenched his fist. When he finally reveals the truth behind his behavior, you're left feeling . Y/N, Im begging you, let me help, let me love you so thoroughly youll never question if you matter again. You opened your eyes, feeling the weight shift to the other side of the scale, questioning whether this was the right decision. Because you dont want to. Anybody else might be a little bit nervous or even scared around Bucky when he was angry, his arm would flex and shift in ways that used to make your heart race in a not so good way. Currently, you were not glammed up. A sloppy, cheeky grin plastered on his face as he took a large step forward. There you go with the lies. You hid your anger, and forced a smile. Not one of the Avengers, or anyone, has ever seen you without your normal glam on. Wouldnt you like to know., Thought that was the answer I would get. Tony chuckled. She had already been read in on the whole mission months beforehand. You might drive me insane, but I see that there is good in you thanks! God only knows what that sicko wouldve done if we hadnt of gotten there two seconds later.. What problems did they have, were they suicidal? That was the last straw. Get out! He grabbed one of the pillows he was using and tossed it in the direction of your voice. She eventually ends up living with the super soldiers and much cuddling, sweetness, and protectiveness occurs. You moved on - you thought it was a good decision. I know how to do that.. His love was all-consuming and genuine and it made you feel unworthy. You smiled slightly, knowingly. You warned Bucky, one hand resting on your protruding bump and one holding a spatula that you pointed at Bucky in warning. All energy was gone from your now exhausted body. Summary: Bucky has always been self conscious about his metal arm and the scars around it, no matter how often you tell him they don't bother you Bucky didn't understand why he felt so self conscious around you. Pairing: Bucky Barnes x Fem!Reader Word Count: 2724. You barely spoke; ashamed and embarrassed about the event that took place. I thought maybe one of you guys would get him before he actually stabbed me.. ! Bucky snapped, his eyes narrowing as he looked at you. Your contacts had came out hours ago, your huge square shaped glasses were now resting on your nose. Samillion! You had been pretty lonely ever since you had left your old town, since the drive mostly made you want to sleep and try to watch movies. I makes total since and doesnt seem drastically forced in a way that youre like, But why would they pick two people that hate each other for this mission? Like, Steves just a good cap;). This was it. You followed quickly behind him, trying to keep up with his long and fast strides. You had told him that he never slept anyway. However You love Steve! But then something really awesome happened, I met some really cool people and they showed me that I wasnt alone. But with Bucky, it was one step forward and two steps back, and the Winter Soldiers shadow seemed to stretch so far that it enveloped the entire room in darkness. Why are you so amused, mortal? the green-eyed Norse god immediately demanded. You sighed, you werent going to win with this one. Y/n- Steve chuckled as he went to interrupt you again, but suddenly you got distracted. It was a very first time when B. Everything they have ever known is toppled over. But I am saying that if you made it through the first year, then you can make it through the second year too. You bit back a smirk and stepped further into the room. The aching feeling in your chest while he was away felt like you were suffocating. 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